| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2008 |
| 11:43 am |
maybe?
I love the way you smile and the way you make me cry I love the certainty of knowing that any kiss could be goodbye Crazy is just a word and everyone's a little bit lost Don't try to justify this cuz you've done everything wrong And for some reason I still love you for it You still manage to make me smile when you're the reason I'm falling apart I'd crawl every single mile to give you a second second chance The clouds falling down and the stars taking flight Campfires all around but still there's no light Battle wounds in memory of one unafraid night Remember it now because someday you'll learn not to dance And I'll be left to carve spirals in the sand with my toes A strange kind of trance that only you and I know But you're forgotten what love is You've forgotten how to care You've forgotten that I need you to keep me insane And I'll always wait there, dancing ont he floor of the lake Holding my eyes open-closed singing songs for sweet salamander love Liquid sunsets from beneath the dock as I watch hers and your feet Not missing me missing you Why don't I care that they all love you I don't stand a chance in comparison to whiskered cheeks and painted lips Shaded eyes the color of perfect Baby blues sinking bluer Hazel-grey singing shades of unlikely green |
| Tuesday, April 1st, 2008 |
| 4:54 pm |
eugene. lang.
i got in. its my number one top choice......YAY! UVM: in EUGENE LANG: in HOFSTRA: in MANHATTANVILLE: in NORTHEASTERN: rejected JOHNSON STATE: in SUFFOLK: in UMASS AMHERST: in i still have to hear back from NYU. i doubt ill get in there, but send good vibes just in case i have any chance at all. i love you all! Current Mood:  excited |
| Sunday, March 16th, 2008 |
| 7:56 pm |
so good, so good, i got you!
my weekend was really eventful, and i think i finally realized that i dont always have to be a victim. i finally stood up to some one who i wasnt comfortable with, and really didnt let myself feel like i had to be nice or sweet. i dont have to feel like im a bitch if im not all peaches and cream all the time. it feels good. really good. |
| Thursday, January 31st, 2008 |
| 10:08 am |
i want to sing to you my love
im in a really wierd space right now. i have a college essay to write by tomorrow, and i havent even started and i rally dont know what to say, and i keep procrastinating with it. i feel dosgusting... its like my head is completely empty, there arent anyt houghts or ideas or anything at all.....but somehow im still confused...i relaly dont know and i couldnt eat for a while because of my tongue, and now i can...and im kinda bummed. it was better when my tongue was all big and sutff Current Mood:  blank |
| Friday, January 25th, 2008 |
| 2:27 pm |
18
i have a tooooonnnngguuue riiiinnnnggg! |
| Saturday, January 12th, 2008 |
| 5:32 pm |
.....what?
i think im finally starting to firgure things out... im figuring out who i am and who i wanna be in relation to that (though im not quite sure WHAT i wanna be yet...)and what i wanna change about myself and im starting to feel less tense. i wouldnt go as far as to say im relaxed. its just, things are starting to fall into place, opportunities are opening up, and for once, i feel like im not just waiting for something to happen, im figuring out what i want to happen, and how to get there. im acknowledging more. this is kinda wierd. |
| Friday, November 23rd, 2007 |
| 9:19 pm |
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| Wednesday, November 21st, 2007 |
| 9:30 pm |
Dark you can't come soon enough for me. Saved from one more day of misery.
so i went to a "party" aka people hanging out watchin anochorman and toking. it was fun... until i hooked up with my friend's boyfriend's bro. which isnt to say that that was bad, it was quite nice really. but it made me realize how badly i want some one. ANY one. i dont really even necessarily want a relationship. a completely noncommital casual thing would be ok. but i went to get into bed the next night, and i just wanted some one to have their arms around me and kiss my head. thats what i want. human contact. i wanna feel real. Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Tuesday, November 6th, 2007 |
| 7:10 pm |
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| Sunday, November 4th, 2007 |
| 2:01 pm |
come again?
yesterday was a VERY strange day. 6:15 get up for SATs 6:45 leave for SATs while its still dark out, go to DD, and see lots of strange men 7:45 get to ARHS, and wait outside in the cold for 20 minutes, and see peeps from my school who i didnt expect to see 12:45 hang out with Danny, and go to a Amherst College football game 4:00 go to Anna's, got to mall, shop til 6:40, then rush to noho 7:15 meet Rhees and Will after i changed my shirt 5 times in the car and am wearing my final decision inside out, see the wierdest, worst movie ever 8:30 eat at India Palace 9:30 leave for Anna's, we all part our ways 11:00 drive to Granby to see Will, watch the most racist show ever, and a Arnold Schwarzenegger movie 12:15 leave for Anna's, go to sleep i dont even know why it was wierd, it just was.....i felt the need to share listen to Regina Spektor's version of "Real Love" |
| Thursday, November 1st, 2007 |
| 8:55 pm |
the plan
only yogurt running at least a mile on monday and wednesday B12 vitamins and green tea coffee advil it'll work it'll turn out the way i want it's all good Current Mood:  discontent |
| Thursday, October 4th, 2007 |
| 4:30 pm |
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| Friday, September 14th, 2007 |
| 10:07 pm |
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| Saturday, February 24th, 2007 |
| 10:13 pm |
goodmorning sunshine
it hurts too much it shouldnt feel like this it never has before i dont get it this doesnt happen to me, im too careful, im too reclusive, im too bitter |
| Thursday, December 28th, 2006 |
| 3:27 pm |
mmmhmmm
oh goodness. i got pulled over the other day. going 46 in a 25. ooops. but i just got a verbal warning. thank god. christmas was awsome. lots of fun, got lots of good stuff. i hate boys. and alcohol. and boring vacations. yea, thats my life as of right now. |
| Thursday, December 7th, 2006 |
| 8:09 pm |
poop
one of my closest friends asked me out today, and i said no. the entire time he was trying to convince me to like him, and then saying "well, i cant change the way you feel." i feel like such a bitch. but hwat am i supposed to do? i would be so half-assed if i said yes. i feel bad. |
| Friday, December 1st, 2006 |
| 2:13 pm |
mmmmhhhmmmmm
so my mom is going away for the weekend, and leaving me the car. i have to go pick her up on sunday aroung 6, anyone wanna come? she's being rediculous and wont let me go on my own. she thinks ill get lost. crazy woman! yea. other than that.....i dont know. im in astronomy class and im really bored. so yea. i guess ill stop now. im being booooring. |
| Friday, November 17th, 2006 |
| 11:43 pm |
pepito or pierre? ..................or something else? |
| Thursday, November 16th, 2006 |
| 2:38 pm |
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| Monday, November 6th, 2006 |
| 9:55 pm |
woo hoo!!!
i got my liscens on friday, and then partied. what a weeknend i had! anyone want me to vist, cuz i will, now that i CAN!!!! Current Mood: excited |
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